I'm not even upset, hurt, or angry anymore. 
I'm just tired. 
I'm tired of putting in more effort than I receive. 
I'm tired of holding on for nothing. 
I'm tired of believing all your lies. 
I'm tired of you proving me wrong every time. 
I'm tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again.

Orang Bilang

Orang bilang harus memberi sebelum diberi
Orang bilang harus menghargai sebelum dihargai
Orang bilang harus memaafkan bila ingin dimaafkan
Orang bilang harus menghormati bila ingin dihormati
Dan itu semua memang benar adanya.
Menyayangi? Disayangi? Bagaimana dengan ini? Aku sudah menyayangi. Kapan aku disayangi? 

Random Fact!

If you smile, even if you're in a bad mood, it will immediately improve your mood, because the simple action of thinking about smiling and using the muscles is enough to trigger happy chemicals in the brain.